Friday, August 9, 2013

TMI Tuesday

Ok, I know it isn't Tuesday, but I found this on another blog and thought it would be a great thing to integrate into my posts. Perhaps it will help me post more! So here is this weeks belated TMI Tuesday!

1. What’s your dirtiest secret?
 Well, I have talked about it here before, but my dirtiest secret is the alter-ego I created online about 6 or so years ago. I shared pictures and did cam shows for my followers.

2. What’s the sweetest thing you have done for someone?
 Um, I'm not really sure. Not that I don't do nice things for people, but I guess I don't think too much about it. I just do it.

3. What’s your favorite foreplay act to give? Receive?
I love to give head/hand jobs. Sometimes I think I take it too far, driving him too much up the wall, if that is possible. I just love to tease ;-) As far as receiving, I love my nipples played with. Nothing will get me wetter quicker.

4. State five (5) facts about your body.
1. I have huge tits. Not even exaggerating. It is very hard to find the right cup size. The band size is no problem, but I explode out of even DDD.
2. I can squirt.
3. I am very ticklish.
4. I have very sensitive nipples
5. I am pretty tall (for a female)

5. Would you like to fondle the person next to you?
 At the moment, there is no one next to me. If it was my husband, hell yes.

Bonus: Penis or vagina? Why?
Penis. I really love me some penis.

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Wednesday, August 7, 2013

Well, I am happy to say that I am a mom to a beautiful daughter! She is nearly 6 months old now, and boy has it been crazy around here!

 I am quite enjoying being a mom, but it really has been a change for my husband and I. I had a c-section. After baby, I was very sore, but still frisky feeling. I was "threatened" (not really LOL) by my doctor not to have sex for 6 weeks, and at first I didn't want to risk hurting my incision. I made up for it by giving my husband head when I was awake enough and baby was napping. At my 2 week appt, my doc basically gave me the go ahead to get it on, but wanted to make sure I didn't get knocked up again. The next day we gave it a try. It was a bit uncomfortable, but got better in time.

Six weeks out, I started on birth control. I haven't been on BC in years. It was pretty horrible. It totally took away my sex drive and made me feel, well, hormonal.I chose the pill because I do not want anything long term, because I would like my kids to be semi-close in age. I made the decision to go off of it because I do not like the way it makes me feel.  I have mixed feelings about it. I have fertility issues, so getting pregnant was not easy. I used no birth control for over 3 years without a single pregnancy (though, we would have been happy to have it happen). I am not too worried about getting pregnant again coming off BC. I know it could happen, but I don't think it will without other interventions. I would be ecstatic to get pregnant, honestly, but maybe more towards this winter or next spring. As of right now, whatever happens, happens.

So, right now my husband and I need to work to get our spark back. Between my zero sex drive and the baby, we haven't had too much time alone. I am vowing to make a change and get back in my groove. I am super self-conscious about my post-baby body. I didn't have a perfect body before. I was self-conscious before, but I know my body has changed. I am finding it really hard to feel sexy. My lingerie doesn't fit the same. I, quite frankly, feel gross. My husband shows me how much he loves my body, so I am trying to focus on that and not so much on my imperfections.

I am hoping we can try some new or different things. I hope I can get the spark to write again. I found some of my old stories. I was about 16 or 17 when I wrote them, so they are pretty horrible. I was an inexperienced virgin writing about everything lesbian sex to group sex... Maybe I should rewrite/update them a bit and post them here. I am a bit embarrassed about them, but you gotta start somewhere!

Monday, January 28, 2013

Times are changing

Ah, my good intentions with this blog just weren't enough for me to keep it going! Here we are in a brand new year! It is amazing how fast time can fly by without noticing. In my post last May, I made mention of lots of things going on in my life, and well lots more have happened since! Times are changing for me. My husband and I are expecting a baby soon!

This has been quite the adventure. It is kind if scary in a multitude of ways. This was planned out, but reality is that you have no idea how something is going to be until you go through it for real. It has been rough. I was lucky to not have morning sickness. I was very lucky to feel perfectly normal for the majority of the pregnancy. Things really did catch up to me as I get into the 3rd trimester and I realized that I am not super woman. Things hurt that I never knew could hurt! Getting put of bed in the morning can be a bit of a task haha. There are a million things that I need to get done and not enough hours in the day...

So here I am. I am so excited to meet this little person but very scared. I, of course, worry about the basics of being a good parent, but I also worry about my relationship with my husband. I know it will be an adjustment for sure, but I want to make sure we still have time to devote to each other. I know we have to find a balance. I want to keep that intimacy alive.

I cannot promise that I will be too active with this blog after baby, but I will say that I will try. After all, just because I am becoming a mom doesn't mean I am no longer a sexual woman. I know our child will make our lives that much sweeter and be worth all the lost sleep. We will learn and adapt and appreciate nap time quickies ;-)

Tuesday, May 22, 2012

Long time, no see!

Well, I guess I disappeared off the blogisphere for awhile, didn't I?! My last post was in January and here we are at the beginning of summer. I had a lot on my plate the last few months, so I guess blogging just went to the back of my brain.

So much has been happened it the last few months. Some great things and some not so great. I will admit it has been a stressful time. Unfortunately, that stress has had an impact on the sexual department, and that's pretty much the pits. It isn't really a dry spell, but a lack of inspiration, a dip in self confidence, and less frequency. It is hard for me to feel desirable, which then totally puts me out of the mood. I just want to feel sexy, but I am having difficulty doing so.

There has been some fun in the last few months. I wish there was more, but that will just have to be worked on. I had a bit of fun in the car for my husband, at his request, and I think we both enjoyed that a lot. It always surprises me when he makes requests, but I wish he would do it more often. It is a real turn on.

So, there ya go. I am attempting to get myself back to normal state of mind and back into my sexual groove. I can't wait to get back to my normal horny self!

Wednesday, January 25, 2012

"dry spell"

I have been meaning to post, but I am having a bit of a blogging dry spell. I have been super busy since the weekend and I feel like my to-do list will never end. So, I have not disappeared, but I just have been consumed by life. I will be back soon with more seemingly random posts! In the mean time, I wrote up a review last night, so I thought I would share the link here: Sexy Secrets Compact with Bullet

Friday, January 20, 2012


So, I was thinking about subjects I wanted to write about today, and I remembered mentioning something the other day about how the Mr. made me squirt. Well that's not something I have mentioned before, so, I figure, why not devote a whole post about it!

Let me start out by saying this. I was skeptical that squirting was even possible. I have seen the pornos of girls repeatedly squirting into other girls mouths and it just seemed like the were peeing. I knew that I certainly had never squirt during sex, but I was pretty new at it as well.

I think it was well over a year after I had sex on a regular basis that I squirt for the very first time. They say the first time is the "hardest" and now it is easier to make me squirt. I think that it is a mental block because the feeling before you have that release is that you have to pee. Most people don't want to piss themselves, especially during such a vulnerable moment, so you may ignore that feeling. The first time, I was so close to the edge I lost control and it happened.

I am not sure what men think it feels like when we squirt, maybe like it does for them to cum, but it's hard to explain. It is a release. It feels good, but does feel different than an orgasm for me. It can happen concurrently with an orgasm, and that is even better. I can squirt just with clitoral stimulation or g-spot. I have had such a powerful release that I have clenched so hard while being fucked it pushed his dick right out of me followed by an explosion of liquid. I have squirted with a toy once, but I usually use toys to mix up sex, not to just masturbate. That's another entry in itself! I squirted once with oral, but during an orgasm so I didn't know it happened till after I got up to find a puddle.

Now the Mr. loves and, a lot of the time, strives to make me squirt. It is a huge turn on for him. I do enjoy when it happens, but at times I try to hold it back because it makes such a huge mess. I do squirt quite a bit when I do, so just a towel will not do enough to save the sheets from it. I have used multiple towels stacked and still soaked through during a long session. I have also made a huge mess on the couch haha. I wasn't happy after the fact, when I was cleaning it up! I plan on getting a liberator throe soon enough so it will no longer be an issue. Gotta save my pennies first!

So, I know there are a lot of skeptics out there. I was one before, so I understand. They think it is just pee or whatever. I can tell you it is not. It doesn't smell like pee and it is not yellow. It does have a slight odor, but distinctly different from urine. It does not feel like you are peeing when it happens. You may feel the urge to before it happens, but the sensation is completely different when it is happening. Also, I have been able to soak the bed and get up directly following and empty my full bladder.

I am proud to say I squirt. My man knows how to make me feel good and I love the release it gives me. It's also a win because he thinks it is hot! Now I just have to invest in the necessary "equipment" (see below) to keep the mess to a minimum and I can squirt to my heart's content.

Dual sided microfiber and satin sex blanket with moistureproof coreMachine washable plush and satin sex blanket with moistureproof barrier in the centerPlushy and waterproof throe

Do you or has a partner of yours squirted? What is your take on it?  If you are a squirter, what do you do to contain the mess?

Thursday, January 19, 2012


Soooo, I got my giveaway package today from Brie! (I mentioned it in THIS post) It was like Christmas morning opening it up ;-) Let me share with you what I got!
The bonus item I won: the best stuff ever, Shunga Erotic Massage Oil

She was so sweet to send me some extras! This is the Inked Slim Vibe. I love the design!!

"Frenzy- 60 Stories of sudden sex" Can't wait to crack this book open! Sounds like something to get the juices flowing!

JO H2O Warming anal lube! I am so excited to try this out!!

Oooo la la Fishnet stockings

Another must have- Eden wipes! Keep 'em next to the bed for after play time- with toys or a partner (or both hehe)

Thank you so much Brie! You should check out her blog, Behind Closed Doors, HERE.

I hope in the future I can host my own giveaways, once I get a bit more established here. Until then I look forward to sharing my love of sex, toys and everything in-between!